Happy adoption day!

H.A.D. Ivan

Happy birthday to this guy only

Hush, my little child, It’s time to go to sleep

dressed for a wedding on your own funeral

Summary:
The worst part about reunions is when you’re stuck being the same loser who didn’t achieve anything after almost four years. Till’s life choices weigh on him when he’s sitting on cold stairs, looking scrawny as hell, trying to light his cigarette (with no results) and Ivan watches him amused, looking picture perfect.

tags: smut, university au, reunions, Till is losing his mind

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Shink shink shink

“Fuckin’ bitch” 

Shink shink shink

The end of his cigarette started to get damp in his mouth as he struggled to keep the fire going long enough to light it up. He just bought this lighter before the party and it refused to work for him. Great, fantastic even.

The party was going on fine, he was just a walking, talking disaster who had a tough time keeping up with… everything. Mizi was the one who insisted on throwing a party and inviting everyone. And by that, she meant everyone she was ever in contact with no matter how long it’s been or if they moved out so needless to say Till was overwhelmed with the amount of people she could cram into her small apartment. He was surprised that Sua was fine with it, but as long as she stuck to her girlfriend, she seemed fine with whatever was happening around her. Hell, someone could’ve started a fire and she’d still focus on Mizu and Mizu only.

Long story short, Till was out of his element even for someone who appeared so rebellious and loud. Well, he was loud, but that didn’t mean he liked overly loud and super cramped places, especially when he knew no one besides the party’s host. 

The lighter trembled in his hand, and a small, pathetic fire appeared, flickering amid the summer breeze only to disappear in the air.

“Damnit” 

He slumped forward defeated by a stupid plastic lighter with a cat print stuck to it. It was almost mocking him really, it only made him more annoyed. 

A quiet click of doors startled Till and he immediately straightened his back as if he was caught doing something bad. Old habits.

“You’ve been sitting here for fifteen minutes, they told me to check on you” Fucking Ivan.

He dropped off the face of the earth in high school, he didn’t even bother to check up with any of them and now he dared to show up to the party like he cared. Fuck him.

And fuck him for looking like that. He got so mature out of a sudden. Broad shoulders, slender figure, styled hair, deep, dark eyes, at least his cheeks were still somewhat round. Not like he was staring or anything like that, whenever he tried to analyze his appearance he found Ivan already looking back at him and it gave him major creeps just like way back when they attended school.

Who was he trying to impress with this getup anyway? 

Till scoffed when Ivan sat down beside him on the cold steps, his long legs sprawled on the dirty pavement in front of them. A proper guy like him sitting next to a scrawny wet cat of a man, he’s making fun of him without even saying anything. Just the comparison makes him feel small and stupid.

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Slutty emo Till designed by @kuzoowl i hope he gets his back cracked soon

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