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The stories that set the scene. Start the journey here.

As I write, each story a revolving memory that has haunted me for so long, I release its hold on me. As I write, I place the pages of that part of my book back on the shelf for someone else to grow from.

Poems and Songwords that sink deep into processing the last two decades

Collaborative posts from other survivors of our High Control community

On Substack, I write wherever the wind—or my trauma—carries me. One day, my memories may drift back to 2004, only to leap forward to the present the next. This nonlinear journey has been deeply therapeutic, though I realise it can be disorienting for new readers. That’s why I’m shaping my story into book form, bringing structure and coherence to the unfolding narrative. The first book, 'The Undoing', marks the beginning of this effort. You’ll find samples here, and I’ll share a link to the published book once it’s released.

A retelling of the intertwining of 13-year-old 'Tesha' and I, and the rescue journey into captivity. These posts will be shared with paid members for early access before being released openly.

Red's story of being silenced for a decade, and now fighting to be heard.

Evermor is a medieval allegory through the lens of towers, lords, and kingdoms. It transforms lived experiences of power, faith, and control into the language of myth. Each tale carries fragments of history, reshaped into storybook form, revealing both the hope that built the Kingdom and the shadows that grew within it.
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