Lovely Grace Alata
12- Generosity Reflective Essay
“Warrior is a Child”
Whenever I hear the song entitled “Warrior is a Child”, it’s as if I was always taken back
to my childhood. This piece is a Christian Song that was often played in my school when I was
in elementary. It has always made a sentimental impact in my life because of how it represented
the weak and vulnerable person that I was before. I can still vividly remember how upset I was
when my mama went abroad and my papa have started working in distant places in order to
provide for our needs. It was for the betterment of our family so I have no choice but to accept
this heartrending departure. I looked happy and carefree in front of everybody but deep inside,
I’m a broken child who longs for the love of her parents. At the time, I was struggling to stand
still and be strong like my sisters but every time there is a family day in our school, I can’t help
but pity ourselves because we don’t have a mom or a dad to show off. When we had this worship
camp in school, that was when I first heard this song.
I realized that I wasn’t really alone in this world. I have always been surrounded with
love from the people around me but I was too blinded by my fears and doubts. The song written
by Twila Paris has always been so relatable for me because it mirrors the other side of life which
is filled with so many problems and temptations. It basically revolves around the idea of faith
that no matter how hard and often we stumble and fall, there’s always someone from above
who’s ready to accept our weaknesses and replace them with strength. When my papa went
home for the first time after 8 years, my longing was immediately replaced with so much love
and joy. I cherished and loved every moment that he's here and I am always excited to go home
after a very long day at school because of the idea that I now have a papa to come home to. But I
was again wounded because, at that short span of time that we were together, his life was
unexpectedly taken away from us. It made a really big scar in my heart and I had all these
thoughts and fears inside my head that we would be alone again. All we have is our mom and
yet, she’s not with us. But after a few months of coping, I was okay. I was hurt but I am now fine
because even after everything that has happened, I still kept my strong faith in the Lord.
Life is indeed filled with long and constant battles and like what was written in the song,
“even winners can get wounded in the fight”. People act strong and independent in front of
everyone but deep inside that strong armor they’re wearing is a warrior child who’s hurting and
crying. But that’s how life works, we may win battles left and right but we can’t deny the fact
that we could occasionally fall and hurt ourselves. The pain it inflicts is definitely hard to endure
but this shouldn’t bring us down because with every agony and suffering we experience; the
nurturing hands of the father is always present to lift us and make us stronger. I have definitely
experienced a lot of downfall in life and so I like how the song was just so relatable and uplifting
that it gives me hope whenever everything seems to be going wrong.