Sorrow
Headspace is narrow, dying in vain, tears flowing down, suffer and gain. The world is
spinning, my head is hurting, I’m crying and crying. Hurting in a never-ending chain, can
you hear me screaming and shouting out of pain. Survival of the fittest, the world is a game,
the only way to end is to die with pain.
My heart is crying, I feel like I’m lying, is this normal? for you to be enjoying my sorrow,
you prey on my sorrow to feed you’re fucking ego, enjoying my pain? I hope you do, my
pain and suffering shall end but my revenge shall reign free until the end.
Use my words against me, use my lies to fight me. You try to pull me down, try to force me
into madness but too bad I’m already there. Life is just a game, you don’t win you only lose,
you don’t gain anything but you only lose. If I sign a deal with the devil I’ll be sinning, but
really I’m saving myself from this hell called life.
Every point of my life I’ve suffered, I’m done suffering, I’m done crying, I’m tired of
running away. Please just leave me alone, please leave I’m begging you, I’m crying on my
knees, please just leave me ALONE!!!
You want me to leave, fine but if it means feeding you’re pitiful ego, I’ll stay and laugh at
your pain just as you did mine. The voices in my head singing a song of danger, screaming
for my help, crying for peace, for help. If only God would heed my prayers I would be set
free.
I’m counting the years, counting the tears, counting the time I have left. My headspace is
narrow, I’m drowning in my thoughts, the words that you said, running circles in my head.
The noise oof your laughter haunts me inside of my head, my mind runs in circles trying to
figure out why. Can I cry in your hands, lay my head on yours.
Can you hear me screaming, can you hear my heart, it’s bleeding out for help, I’m begging
on my knees.
- Silver butterfly