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Date 23 Jul 2018 at 10:54 AM

[7/22, 3:54 PM] Clemzy: Hi Norma,

Nice to hear from you. How is your weekend going? I
am so happy to hear from you. You are kind to get back
to me. I was surfing on Chemistry, and noticed your
profile, I decided to send you a note and I believe it's a
sure way to meet and become friend. Hope you are not
offended?

How are you, and how are you doing now? hope it was
awesome? Well I have come to the realization that life
is short, we need to break the rules sometimes, forgive
quickly, love truly and never regret anything that makes
us smile, at this junction here is a brief of what I think
my life revolves around at the moment; I'm straight
forward, honest, caring, loving, trustworthy,
understanding and love to socialize as well, a lot more I
guess will be communicated later. I live in San Antonio,
Texas but I'm originally from Belgium ...About my work, I
am a freelance construction Engineer, my job provides
support and expertise for constructions of
Bridges,Roads as well as refineries both offshore as
well as onshore. Most times I travel outside the US, I
have been to Cambodia, Russia, Hatfield London,
China, Indonesia and also France. If am to name three
countries to take my special woman to that will be Paris
in France, Sweden and the Caribbeans.

I certainly do want a serious relationship with a woman

for sure that knows what she want and ready to give it a
go. But obviously it should start with great friendship,
perhaps more reason why I added my profile online but
would prefer keeping it slow for a start and nurture its
connection and development.

I have been a widowed for years now as I lost my wife

to cancer and have a daughter and she is10 years of
age now. She is the only child I have, but advice me

that I try dating again because he needs a woman in

my life, he said I have been lonely for too long, lol. I
ended there in Chemistry.com and saw your profile. I
ended there in Chemistry.com and saw your profile. I
feel there are things we might have in common that
could be explored.

Hope this is not too much for you to read through, stay
in touch and don't be quiet. Keep safe and stay out of
trouble.. I can't wait to read from you.
Hugs

Hello
I am happy getting to know you and we want us to know
each other better and talk more, I thought it would be
helpful if I shared what some of my interests are and
what some of my passions are and also what my likes
and dislikes are. This will give you an idea about the
man you are communicating with and probably spend
the rest of your life with....I have been in the states for 5
years now and I don't have any other families
elsewhere besides me and my daughter, I lost my dad
and my mother died last year. And I do have an Dutch
Accent.

Interests: I tend to have a variety of interests, such as

the following: I enjoy the outdoors. I love spending time
by the water (lakes and oceans) as the water grounds
me and provides me with inner peace. I enjoy a nice
sunset especially by the water (romantic). I enjoy
walking, swimming, anything with outdoors involvement
and playing like a kid when am with my partner. A swing
is always lots of fun especially if someone is pushing
you. I have a playful spirit. I enjoy quality time spent
with my daughter. I enjoy a good movie, all types of
music, reading, some sports, different types of foods. I
am open to trying new things. The bottom line is I am
active and have a tremendous amount of energy to
expend.

Passions: I have a few passions in my life and I would

have to say that I am passionate about being a good
father, about my career, about developing rel (in
general), and I really look forward to being passionate
and having a passionate intimate relationship someday.
I tend to be passionate about all things that are
attached to the heart, my heart. Generally, this is my
love and passion for humanity and for those that will
come into my love life.

Likes: I like many things as I am open minded and

flexible person. Generally, I like everything providing
that there is no dislikes of mine infringing on t
[7/22, 10:58 PM] Clemzy: Hello Dear,
[7/22, 10:58 PM] Clemzy: Hello Dear,
How are you and hope your night is going well. Thanks
for sending me your number. Will call you soon. You
don't have to work your ass off my dear friend...lol.
Well, I just thought I should share this with you and
know what you think, I understand that there are many
different ways to partner, and I try not to judge other
people's choices, but for me, I would like to find an
equal partner, someone who contributes as much as I
do to a relationship. This doesn't have to be about
money, but in totality, the work, effort and total
contribution we bring. I have expectations for myself,
and in the past I have found it difficult to find someone
who had similarly high expectations for themselves.It
seems like so many people want to do just enough to
get by, but I want more than that.

As a basic foundation I think there should be respect for

each other freedom (though to make a partnership
work, I believe that we have to freely choose to take our
partner and our family into consideration when we make
choices), honesty and openness, I don't believe that a
little white lies are harmless or kind, I believe that
honesty, even if we don't want to hear what someone
has to say, is always more kind in the long run.

I think it is especially important for partners to be able to

trust each other, without that, it just seems like
everything falls apart. I also think it is important to be
able to express your needs and wants to each
other.And make decisions together about how to meet
them.

I believe it is important to be kind to each other, not to

be callous with each other hearts. To have compassion
and empathy for each other and be willing to really
listen to what your partner has to say.I want to support
my partner in achieving her dreams,and feel supported
by them in accomplishing mine.I want to work together
with my partner to make decisions as a family, and
share our power. can't wait to read from you.Thanks for
reading.
Hugs.

Hello My darling N..

I am very Happy reading your email and I really do

appreciate all you said. I am sorry for the late response,
I could not get back to you as soon as possible,
because I had a little internet problems, I will be working
very hard today you really do need to put me in prayers,
very hard today you really do need to put me in prayers,
as am expecting work approvals soon and am hoping
am included.

Well I noticed you said paying for the debt of your ex

husband or so..how did it happen? You know before I
started writing this message, I went through all our
previous messages and I have realized that you have
some trust issues. Please correct me if I am wrong as
its just an observation. Well, pretty woman you don't
have to worry. I am not going to pretend to be
something I am not. I am not looking to take advantage
of you or act like I am a sweet person just to turn
around and hurt you. I have been in the shoes in the
past and I would not want to make someone feel as I
have. The hurt is too much. I am just in a point in my life
where I want to find that one person and try and make
them happy anyway that I can. I think we will get long
great mostly because you do not hold things in.

I want someone who tells me straight up how they feel,

it keeps the relationship healthy. I will tell you everyday
that I truly like you and I want to be with only you. If you
have any kind of emotional or trust problems I do not
care, as long as you agree to let me help and be there
for you. I would hope it would work both ways. For me
right now the best feeling would be to wake up
everyday knowing that a beautiful woman such as
yourself cares for me, I would not take advantage of it, I
would be proud and happier beyond words.

I am happy you will give me a chance and I will do my

best not to let you down. Its getting to a point where I
think of you several times a day, and I hope you do not
think that is creepy but I just cannot stop. I think its kind
of cool that we have never met personally, and we are
just talking feeling each other out, I already hav
[7/22, 10:59 PM] Clemzy: My Dearest ,

How are you today? I have been thinking about you but
did not have the chance to message you. I am so sad
here without you. Everywhere I go I see couples holding
hands and being in love and I just can't wait to meet
you, so we can start our lives together.

Thanks for the photo. you are indeed a gorgeous angel

and you daughter is pretty. Like mother like
daughter..lol. I really enjoyed reading your last e-mail to
me. It really brought a smile to my face and a good
feeling inside me. I can take good care of you and I am
going to. I don't just write all these wonderful things to
you. It is who I am. It is what I do. It is what I will do for
you. It is who I am. It is what I do. It is what I will do for
you. We are going to have a good life from here on.

Sure we will hit some bumps in the road on the way.

Who doesn't. I don't know a lot about your past but I
hope that I will be able to make your future so much
better. No matter how good or bad your past was. This
may sound like a fairy tale or something but it is not. It
is life. All you have to do is live it. Make it what you
want. You and I have the power to make our lives what
we want it to be. All we do is picture what we want our
lives to be and then we just do it. We do what it takes to
make it happen.

We will have a wonderful life. If we have any problems

or disagreements then we will talk them over. Never let
any stupid things in life or problems get in the way of
our love for each other. I often wonder myself what it
will be like when I meet you for the first time. I will be
shy at first I know. But not that shy and it will not last
long. It doesn't matter to me how you look or how you
are dressed. I just want to be with you so badly at this
point. Anyway I can't wait to see you. I am getting so
excited.

I think I like you and please give me chance, sorry I

have to say this but this is exactly how I am feeling. You
are my only concern right now. I am here for you
always. I want to build my world around you. Take Care
and I hope to hear from you soon.

Love Always
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Hello My Darling,

I have really missed you and wish we can text more

frequent on the phone. I woke up this morning thinking
about you, Its wonderful to have this depth of feeling.
This feeling that everything was meant to be, this
feeling of everything been so right. Its incredible, its
beautiful and so perfect. I want this feeling to never end.
I enjoy every minute I spend getting to know you and I
am enjoying getting to know you. I'll always remember
the first moment that I saw your profile on chemistry, it
was magical and its something I will never forget. Our
friendship is so new and yet feels so right. I am glad
that you came into my life and I can't wait to be with
you.

I am so sorry to hear about your pecan trees. I told my

I am so sorry to hear about your pecan trees. I told my
daughter about your and she is so happy for us. We just
need to dedicate a little of our time to take this
friendship to the next level. I guess I like you and will
want to let my guard down and feel love again. Will be
busy today as I am expecting my designs to be
approved soon so I can be awarded the project.

There are many things that I regret the greatest is that

we didn't meet sooner. But I thank God we did meet. No
matter what happens, just know that I really do
appreciate you and support you and, Sweetheart, I wish
you were here with me. Extend my greetings to your
daughter.

Love Alway.
[7/22, 10:59 PM] Clemzy: Hello honey,

Hope you are having a good night over there .You have
brought good fortunes and hope to my life, I get
surprises on a daily basis since you came into my life,
You are God sent to me. I truly appreciate and respect
your kindness towards the growth of this relationship
and for you to appreciate my kind of person. My love,
every day I wish you were here with me, holding me
tight in your strong arms. Every night I lay in my bed
dreaming of you, so sweet and peaceful. You're the one
I want to spend the rest of my life with.

I am happy that I won the contract I have been fighting

and struggling to win. We have been doing all
evaluation and putting everything into place. We have
been able to sign all the documents with the agreed
terms and condition. The contract worth 2.5 million usd
with Petronas which is a Malaysia company, but
expanding in Cape Town, South Africa.That is the
contract is to be executed and its will immediate effect
and that is why I have been so much busy.

I will be involved with the construction designs of the

waste water, oil treatment and purification process of
both substances. I will only be responsible for the
setting of the designs and after am I done , then I will be
coming home. I will be traveling to South Africa on
Wednesday the 26 of August, so I have started my
preparations and will be back to San Antonio on
Tuesday so I will have to put finishing touches to my trip
and leave.

Another Good news is that I will be there for I think 2

weeks so I will come to see you immediately I arrive
you will be the first person I will come and see. I hope
you are happy. I am so excited honestly, I just can't wait
you are happy. I am so excited honestly, I just can't wait
to see you. Right now, we are not together or seen each
other and that is killing me, but I know in my heart that
I'm doing the right thing. And, I'm trying to get things
straight so we can live forever and spend a lifetime
together.

I don't want to lose you for anyone else or anything that

anyone has to say about you. I want you to know that I
think of you from the deepest part of my heart. My
feelings for you is unconditional. The feelings for you is
so strong and the most powerful feeling that I have had
in a long time, and I am just at a lost for words when it
comes to you. I just wish that their was another way that
we could be together without living far apart right at the
time being. I want you to know that I miss you and
always will, and there is nothing that will ever change
how I feel about you.

I cannot believe that this is real, the only way, is that

you are God-sent that is my only explanation. Because
He is a gracious God. Full of Grace(undeserved merit)
and mercy. One that gives us so much even when we
don't deserve it, You are a God-sent woman to me..
Thank you. I thank God for you.

I love you so much my darling.

Your Man

My Dearest, life can be cruel but when it all comes

together there is no moment as sweet. That is how I
feel about you entering my life. You have rekindled the
flame called love in me. You have given one more
reason to look forward to tomorrow. Now, you are a
significant part of my life and I look forward to the day
when we can make it permanent. I love you so much. I
love you for your kindness, for your thoughtful nature,
for your beauty - both inner and outer, and most of all I
love you because you are you. The fact that you show
me who you really are and not what you think I may
want. Sweetie, let this be a testament to my true
feelings for you. The whole world can see and know
how I feel for you. I love you. Waiting to see how pretty
you look today
[7/22, 11:00 PM] Clemzy: Hello My Darling,

I have really missed you. My Dearest ,

How are you today? I have been thinking about you all
day but did not have the chance to message you. I am
so sad here without you. I am so angry now cos I lost
so sad here without you. I am so angry now cos I lost
my iPhone last night and its switch off now. I am always
a careful person but I don't know how manage I lost it.
Anyway, Its wonderful to have this depth of feeling. This
feeling that everything was meant to be,this feeling of
everything been so right. Its incredible,its beautiful and
so perfect.I want this feeling to never end. I enjoy every
minute I spend getting to know you and I am enjoying
getting to know you. I'll always remember the first
moment that we met, it was magical and its something I
will never forget. Our love is so new and yet feels so
right. I am glad that you came into my life and I can't
wait to be with you.

There are many things that I regret the greatest is that

we didn't meet sooner. But I thank God we did meet. No
matter what happens, just know that I really do love you
and, Sweetheart, I wish you were here with me. We can
only get along now via email until I get a new phone.

Love Always.

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Hello my sweetest,

Do you know I woke up this morning as early as it is

and the thought of you filled my heart to the fullest? its
such an awesome feeling...am already working this
morning cos I have to order the equipment for the job
from Hong Kong and make sure they get to the project
site on time and despite I am very much busy, it has
been highly impossible for me to take my mind off you

I wanted to put into words my feelings in the hopes that

although you may never see the words in writing or
even hear them from my lips that
you would still know that I care deeply for you, I feel that
given the chance this could turn into more, but I guess
that will depend on you and how you feel about me. I
just want to protect you so much. I thank you for letting
me in to your life. I know it wouldn't be easy but I still
believe we are good for each other. I know I may not be
the best looking man, you know, and I may not have
something to offer you but its not about that, I could
offer you heart and soul and loyalty as a partner. As I
said before, you may never know the true extent of my
feelings but never really felt the kinds of emotions I do
for you.. I am loving you more each day.
[7/22, 11:01 PM] Clemzy: My sugar and sweetheart,

I hope you are ok today, I am going to be very busy

I hope you are ok today, I am going to be very busy
today by dawn, I had to get all necessary documents at
hand for my project trip, shop for my trip also. I miss
you so much already, I have to see you and spend
sometime with you. I want to meet your whole family
both nuclear and extended families and tell them my
intentions. I want you to be happy all the days of your
life as long as I am here. I am glad to know that you are
proud of me, I promise my darling I will be very safe,
you don't have to worry about me, I am going to keep
proper contact with you and I am going to call you as
soon as I get a new phone later cos I don't think I can
still make to San Antonio as the pressure is too much
and since I have all my works design here, I just fly from
here tomorrow and since is just for two weeks too. I will
not be leaving you for too long. I am back I will know
that I am not gonna leave anymore, but know I will
always be here for you and I am glad to
hear that your feelings for me are real and I want you to
know that the feeling is mutual. I adore you, You make
me feel loved and worthy of love. I have missed much
in life because I did not have a companion. You are the
companion that I have wanted for so long. You are the
woman that I long to share life's adventures with.

This contract is the biggest contract I have ever won, I

am so happy and I know it is you that brought this good
luck to me. Baby God is working in our favor, after this

contract, we will live happily and start a new life. Honey

I will die if anything happens to us, I cannot afford to
loose you, I just want to let you know that you are a
blessing that my entire being is very thankful for. I feel
that we were made to love,listen,understand and work
through all times in our lives together and individually.

I feel that we have shared more time together than we

ever will and I know there are many more special
occasions and moments in our lives that will surprise
and bring us closer. I feel you are my soul mate and
nothing no one else feels more right than you!! I think I
love you eternally and unconditionally,God's love has
answered this prayer I've wanted and been almost too
anxious for so long.

I miss you more than words can say and my love will
reach any distance and fly to be in your dreams and
heart each evening that we can not be together.I
physically long for you each night and will see you in my
dreams until we find ourselves wrapped in the love that
grows stronger and deeper each day into our future
together. I believe and have faith in you. I just can't wait
to meet with you my darling, this is my dream come true
to meet with you my darling, this is my dream come true
and I am so excited.

Loving you now and always

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Good honey, just thought of you and decided to check

on you to let you know that you are always in my
thought. I will write you more when I am busy

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I know how you feel and I am feeling same way too but
will be sweeter when I am there and wouldn't be in a
rush when I am there. I need more time with you than
just a night. I know you understand me most and thank
you for being with me. I love you baby
[7/22, 11:02 PM] Clemzy: My Sweet Norma,

Good morning, how are you doing? I have been up

since 3 AM and I have been trying to prepare and get
everything set for my trip. My flight time is 11:45AM. I
am going to miss you dearly, but don't worry I will inform
you as soon as I arrive, The flight is a very long flight,
its about 21 hours flight, wow, am so going to get tired .

Thanks for the prayers, I truly do appreciate. Honey, I

am going to keep proper contact with you at all time I
will roam my number so that you can still reach me with
my phone number cos I did a sim swap yesterday but I
will also buy a new sim card there incase the roaming
didn't get signal, like I said, you are the one that brought
good luck to me and my household because this is my
biggest contract and I want to dedicate myself to it so
that we can live happily together.

I thought I would let you know that my love for you is

burning very brightly this morning. My heart longs for
you. My heart longs to leap at the sight of your letters.
My heart longs to be filled with the joy by your smile. My
heart longs for my love, respect and adoration to flow to
you as I gently kiss your hands. My heart longs to be
warmed when I hold you in my arms. My heart longs to
feel the passion as I caress your face, stare into your
beautiful eyes and tenderly kiss you.

My heart longs to see our love for one another grow as

we sit on the couch and we share from the heart. My
heart longs to express my love for you as I rub your
legs while we talk. My heart longs to be calmed and
comforted as I lovingly kiss and caress your bare arms,
last night, thoughts of you were all over me, I could not
sleep very well, I was thinking of you . I was also
sleep very well, I was thinking of you . I was also
thinking of what I will do when I first sight my eyes on
you. I love you

Kisses and hugs my Darling

Your man

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Hello Darling.

Hope you slept well my darling. Thank you for wishing

me a wonderful trip and thanks for the prayers, I really
do appreciate your love and care, For you see, each
day I love you more. Today more than yesterday and
less than tomorrow. I love you so much. I am so
thankful, I am happy that what we share is mutual and
our love will always grow stronger and stronger. I wish
you were here now with me helping me to prepare my
luggage for my trip and having my last meal with you
before I travel.

That would be so nice but unfortunately I am far from

you but we will be together very very soon. Just within
few weeks. I really cannot wait. My flight is at 11.45AM,
we will transit in London for 3 hours and then proceed
to South Africa. We will arrive in South Africa on
Thursday. I will get a number and call you immediately I
arrive ok.

Honey I want to use this medium to thank you for

everything we have shared so far, God is by our side
and we will make it by His grace. Honey you are the
only one that matters to me now in life and I want to be
by your side every minutes and every second. well
baby, this is my last email for today.

I have to rush to the airport now. I love you my baby, I

don't feel like stopping this message but I will go late. I
love you my dearest, my world, my heart, my princess,
my queen, my everything.

kisses and hugs My Sweet woman

Your One Man

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YnAIfPKjCaU
[7/22, 11:03 PM] Clemzy: Hello my Darling,

How are you doing? I have really missed you. My flight

was so long and stressful. I just want to inform you of
my arrival. We arrived so late last night here in South
Africa, Time here is 8:38am South Africa time. The flight
did not go as scheduled, but am happy I arrived safely.
did not go as scheduled, but am happy I arrived safely.
Any way I'm writing you this mail from an internet cafe
close to my hotel as I couldn't make calls during transit
period at any of the airports, hence I'm doing this now
to confirm my safe arrival in South Africa. I will have to
go back to the airport later because I'm still waiting for 1
of my luggage, I checked in 3 luggage at the airport but
only found 2 now the airport authority said it's common,
I should check back later or they will call if there's any
information.

Right now am in a small hotel close to the airport just

for last night. By this morning I will go to the office and
make my report then discuss with the site team and all
supervisors. The materials I ordered from Hong Kong
for the construction will be arriving soon according to
what the suppliers told me. I want to use new materials
because it is a big contract and I want to make sure it is
properly done and I will dedicate my attention and time
to it but you will always be in my heart all the time and
forever.

I will also have to move into a service apartment after

seeing the team of supervisors and chairman of the
Petronas because I have to make sure am safe here. I
am very tired now my baby, I miss you my love. Any
ways my baby, I have slept for a while now. Our time
difference is really much now.

Hope you have been taking time out to relax a bit as

well in all you do? Keep well please take good care of
yourself and always remember how much I care

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Hello sweet woman, I guess you are ok. I am here

thinking about you all the time, even when I was with
the supervisors and officials of Petronas today, all I was
picturing in my head was you, Thanks for the lovely
message and for the care and love.,what more can I
ask from you, you are everything I need in a woman. I
tried calling you yesterday before going to bed but your
number was not connecting but will try it later tonight
again.

I went to the site today with the workers and

supervisors and I have surveyed the place, so hopefully
work will starts today. I know that the next 2 weeks or
so will be very hard on our relationship. I've been
thinking of it a lot. The more I think about it, the more I
know I have made the right choice. I once told you that
if you really loved someone, then everything would work
if you really loved someone, then everything would work
out just fine…that if our love was strong we could make
it through anything. I have realized that is what true love
is all about.

I want you to know that while am here I will be

completely faithful to you. You will NEVER have to
worry about that. You have completely taken my heart.
It's funny, because I told myself I would never fall in love
again. Yet when I was least expecting it I fell the
hardest. I have finally found my partner. No matter what
we may face, I will NEVER give up on our love. I know
that God brought us together. No doubt about it, we
were just meant to be. I love you, I will love you forever.

I will make sure I send you messages when I have the

time, I don't have my PC here so chatting will be kind
of difficult but I will try and keep in touch with you all the
time ok. Do have a nice day baby, I can't wait to see
you.

kisses and hugs to my baby, I LOVE YOU

Your Man
[7/22, 11:04 PM] Clemzy: Hello My darling, thank you
so much for your loving message, I really do appreciate.
I will call you today with my new number here. Work is
going on very well. I have been able to recruit about 22
workers, that way I get to finish working on time. My
luggage has not been seen yet and its making my work
really slow, I just hope they get to see it on time.

I know there's an ocean between us,and I wish that it

weren't true,for every day when I arise, I yearn to be
with you.Though a lot of distance lies between us, you'll
always be in my mind and my heart, And every night
beneath the stars, I pray for the day we'll never be
apart. Every day I will be thinking about you. When my
eyes are closed, when I'm checking my email, I will be
thinking about you. When I go to sleep in the loneliness
of my room and give in to wonderful dreams I will
definitely be thinking about you.

I wish I didn't have to miss you. If only you could be with

me always. I know I could never be any happier. But
then again, I know that the day will come when I will be
able to spend my every waking moment with you. I
even miss you when I am sleeping. I miss you so much.
I want you to hold me so much. When time allows, and
we can be together the way we want to, I'll hold on as if
it was my last mission. I miss you so much, I want to
run away with you far away so no hurt would taint us.
But that is just a fragment of my imagination and
But that is just a fragment of my imagination and
fantasy. It helps to fantasize sometimes to dull the hurt
of things I experience. I miss you, my love, and want
nothing more than to be with you

My days and especially my nights are so empty without

you. I look forward to waking up to the softness of your
skin against mine, your hair gently brushing my cheek. I
can feel you breathing as if you were a part of my own
body. Looking at you as you dream, gently "waking" you
to the soft caresses of my hands and your body yielding
to me. I will always love you.

You are the beat in my heart. You're the dream I have

every night. I miss you so much. I can't wait to come
home.I want to be able to hear your voice when we
meet so I can tell you how much you mean to me and
how much I love you. I drive myself crazy last night
thinking of you because you're not lying beside me.
Hours will pass and the days slowly roll by and every
minute I will miss you and think of you. I love you my
love.

I have waited for someone like you, and now that I have
found you I will never let you go. I love you so much,
Your Man
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You can reach my with this number +27623003884

honey. I am sending you so photos.

Photo 1. At the airport when I was leaving

Photo 2. My room in the Service apartment which I am
paying approximately 500USD per night.
Photo 3. Some of the workers I recruited
Photo 4. When I was with official of the company
Photo 5. With the project site security. I am also paying
for it though
[7/22, 11:05 PM] Clemzy: Hi Pretty,

Going through your mails every day and your

responses makes me feel so happy and great and I will
always keep in touch as promised till we get to meet
and share our first kiss which I can't wait to get from you
then not as strangers but as lovers and best friends. I
understand that we have not been together, but I want
to express to you the affection that I feel for you. My life
has been a hellish nightmare, one that haunts and
never leaves me to peace. The day that I realized that I
am in your life, my bad dreams ceased.

What I feel for you is that awesome love that poets write
What I feel for you is that awesome love that poets write
about and that we mere mortals only dream of
experiencing. It is the love that is considered
unconditional and undying; so great that my heart
seems to burst with the joy of it. I cannot fathom living
my life without you - waking would never be the same
without your sweet face to look forward to; I would not
be living without knowing that you are out there waiting
for me to kiss that your pretty, small and sexy lips;
sleeping would be impossible without you to dream of.

You have made my life worth every moment and every

breath. I know that we are young in this relationship,
and as such are thought not to feel such intense
emotion, but what I feel is true and blinding in it's power.
You have swept me away and proved to me that magic
exists in you. We are far from each other, but I believe
and have faith that what we feel for each other will
overcome and outlast the distance. My heart and soul in
your keeping. Please treasure it as I will treasure yours
too.

You are like God's dove, so beautiful, so pretty, so

loving, caring, and that's what I love, the fact that you
appreciate me enough to write to me for who I am, not
what you want me to become. Thank you, God, for this
special woman, you gave me - I can't thank him enough
for the love and beauty that I've found in you.

Had a nice moment today listening to a love song and I

remembered you in my heart, so do take care and hope
to hear from you and have a lovely week ahead and
sure remain blessed.
With love,
Listen to this song honey, it is specially for you my love.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=i43fSjbEmA8

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I am so happy that you weren't hurt but still worry that I

am not there to protect you. I will be with you soon and
all this bullshit will stop. Thank God you are keeping
vigilant. Don't let it weigh you down honey, I will keep
praying for your safety until I return. loving you more
each day
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Hello my love,
Every Time I receive your email message it is like a
glorious day with bundle of joy. I so much appreciate
glorious day with bundle of joy. I so much appreciate
you and I promise to always make my lovely angel in
whom am well pleased happy. I always have the feeling
that we are going to have a perfect relationship and
family.

I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying.
It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the
test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a
part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can
join our lives together. I want to lie down next to you at
night and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to
your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and
sorrows. I want to be your everything because you are
everything to me.

You will wonder why I am telling you this and more, well
it is because I want to always make you happy and not
miss me much as I am far from you. Hence I also make
out time to write long letters to you. I have made the
mistake in the past and I promised myself that whoever
comes into my life again will never lack constant
correspondence from me.

I believe that you are that woman that will help me fulfill
my promise never to be lonely anymore. I want you to
be her mother, friend and guardian. I know right now we
can't be together but I will be waiting for you when God
reviews us. I pray every night and day that he sees the
love I have for you. I feel like I can't breathe.

I know God has

[7/22, 11:06 PM] Clemzy: Hello my love,
Every Time I receive your email message it is like a
glorious day with bundle of joy. I so much appreciate
you and I promise to always make my lovely angel in
whom am well pleased happy. I always have the feeling
that we are going to have a perfect relationship and
family.

I want to tell you that the love I have for you is undying.
It is a love that is strong and enduring and will stand the
test of time. I truly feel blessed that you have become a
part of my life, and I cannot wait for the day that we can
join our lives together. I want to lie down next to you at
night and fall asleep in your arms. I want to wake to
your beautiful smile. I want to share in your joys and
sorrows. I want to be your everything because you are
everything to me.

You will wonder why I am telling you this and more, well
it is because I want to always make you happy and not
miss me much as I am far from you. Hence I also make
miss me much as I am far from you. Hence I also make
out time to write long letters to you. I have made the
mistake in the past and I promised myself that whoever
comes into my life again will never lack constant
correspondence from me.

I believe that you are that woman that will help me fulfill
my promise never to be lonely anymore. I want you to
be her mother, friend and guardian. I know right now we
can't be together but I will be waiting for you when God
reviews us. I pray every night and day that he sees the
love I have for you. I feel like I can't breathe.

I know God has something good in stock for us. He is

not an evil God but a loving God. And when we are in
each other’s arms, that love will be more amazing than
what we have now. I miss you and appreciate your love
so much. I can't wait to hold you soon, with God's
Approval. In the Lord we will seek together and live a
great and Godly life. I miss you and love you with all my
heart. Till we are in each other’s arms I will be waiting.

Honey, all I want for the both of us is to be happy. I want

you be my back bone, my soul, and my air that I
breathe. I want to see us grow old together if that is
what you are ready for. I feel like I have known you
forever in weeks now. Maybe what I am saying is crazy
or just a fantasy but I know that it is a dream that will
surely come true. Is that too much to ask? It's crazy that
we were never friends’ years before now and we bump
heads about two weeks ago, we are both looking for
something (Love and happiness)? I believe this is the
will of God and it is marvelous in our sight.

Love you now and forever.

I'm going to love you even if my heart would break. it is
a special dedication to you. Listen to it.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xSyDm7SXxGs
Kenny G. feat. Aaron Neville--Even if my heart would
break

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I have to tell you honey...you excite me beyond my

wildest dreams. I do not know what kind of spell you
have cast over me but it has made me feel really good.
When I wake up during the night I go directly to the
computer to see if there is a message from you. You are
the sweetest, most consider woman I have met....can
you be for real!!!

If we do not get together soon, or if it doesn't happen, I

If we do not get together soon, or if it doesn't happen, I
will surely explode! Sorry to be so graphic but you have
awakened my senses beyond explanation. As I said, I
cannot wait to taste your lips, and feel your hands on
my body, not to mention all of the other things!
possible.

As I find myself looking at your picture often during the

day....then the butterflies start up all over again. My
nerve endings are on alert every time.

Your children must have been the happiest kids on

earth to have you as a mother. Getting ready for work
now and its very cold here honey, their winter is going
gradually and spring is coming. I will have to go get a
jacket yesterday cos I didn't come with winter clothing
but I am fine now though. I will write you later when I
am back to my apartment. Love you honey.

I look forward to hearing from you soon.

[7/22, 11:07 PM] Clemzy: My Dearest, life can be cruel
but when it all comes together there is no moment as
sweet. That is how I feel about you entering my life. You
have rekindled the flame called love in me. You have
given one more reason to look forward to tomorrow.
Now, you are a significant part of my life and I look
forward to the day when we can make it permanent. I
love you so much. I love you for your kindness, for your
caring and giving nature, for your beauty - both inner
and outer, and most of all I love you because you are
you. The fact that you show me who you really are and
not what you think I may want. Sweetie, let this be a
testament to my true feelings for you. The whole world
can see and know how I feel for you. I love you.

Here are a few things I wish to do with you at some

point in this lifetime: Be your best friend. Get caught
with you in the rain. Dance with you in the rain.
Stargaze on a clear night. Watch the sunset together.
Spend all day with you doing nothing. Moonlit walks on
the beach. Be more proud of you than I already am at
this very moment. Go on a carriage ride through the
park. Do a crossword together. Go to brunch. Have a
disagreement (it could/will only make us stronger). Go
for a twilight horseback ride. Watch a bad movie
together. Spend the rest of my life with you. Have our
picture taken together. Eat ice cream with you.

Make love to you passionately. Go to a museum

together. Talk to each other using only body language.
Give you space when you need it. Accept you totally
and completely - flaws and all (I already do). Discuss
current events in a heated debate. Have you see the
current events in a heated debate. Have you see the
error of your ways from aforementioned heated debate
and make mad, torrid love to you, in the midst of all that
passion. Carve our names into a tree/table. Go for a
walk at dusk together. Be one with you. Send you a
singing telegram. Spend all night thinking of 101 sweet
things to do for you. Hold you and gaze into your eyes
and realize how much I love you...and tell you. Gently
run my hand across your cheek and look into your eyes.
Blindfold you and take you somewhere romantic. Spend
my life making you happy. Spend my life making our
family happy. Feel your heartbeat. Go roller/ice skating
together. Give you a backrub just because. ALWAYS
being honest with each other. Go hiking/camping
together.
Have our first fight, make up and feel a stronger bond
because we very successfully weathered the storm -
together. Laugh at someone together. Share a plate of
spaghetti. Go on a fun family vacation and bring back
the kind of memories movies are made of. Treat you
like my Lancelot. Go on a road trip across America.
Count thunder together during a thunderstorm. Envelop
you in my soul. Know you better than you know
yourself. Go to a Renaissance Fair. Plant a tree in our
yard together. Look over at you during an
office/military/family party and have you know without
me saying a word - that I love you. Be able to say "I
love you" in 89 different ways - in 89 different countries.
Hold you when you're at your saddest and comfort you
when you need it the most. Be the one you come to for
that comfort and holding. Wipe away the days' stresses
and issues, with just one hug/kiss. Grow old with you.

Love Always,
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=iE3z-
6XO2Ds&feature=youtu.be

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Hello My darling how are you doing today. I want you to

know that am really having a bad day today, I was on
my way to the seaport cos my machines from Hong
Kong has arrived, we were half way to our destination,
when the taxi tyre was shot. And all I saw was about 4
gun men shouting and screaming for us to come down.
The Cab man tried to manipulate his driving, he was
shot twice by the robbers.

They took all my items from me, but am lucky I was not
shot. My briefcase, containing my passport, money,

wallets and all my personal stuffs. Baby I am really

wallets and all my personal stuffs. Baby I am really
feeling down right now, The Cab driver is lucky too, He
had survived but the doctor said he was now expecting
to make a full recover
[7/22, 11:08 PM] Clemzy: My Sweet Woman

I was thinking about you as usual. I couldn't work today

again as I was unable to attend to getting my machines
out due to the attack on us today was good today. The
driver is responding well to treatment, but Doctor said
he will have to undergo surgery.

I want you to know how much I sincerely love the times

we've spent talking. It means so much to me. It truly
seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't
imagine life without you now. There will be no looking
back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I want you
and need only you ... and that love will only grow
stronger. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected
things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is
you're the best surprise life has given me and your
capacity for love, caring, and understanding never
ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding
you and I'll never let you go

I hated to leave but as I have told you, I left a big part of

me with you. It is yours now so take care and tread
lightly. I wish that I could be with you now, but know that
I am there in spirit and I am praying for everything to
work out for you. I always wanted to tell you this,
Although we've never met in person, I still really love
you. I don't know when I started to love you, it started
with sending e-mails to you everyday wishing you a
good morning and good night with a lot of feeling in
them. Then, one day, I found myself loving you and
couldn't stop this feeling. Just you knowing me more
and more each day and how you understand me in
everything, that's why I love you more and more. Every
time you send me messages, you brighten my life.

The distance might be a problem now, but if we look at

it in a different view, we will know this is the thing that
can prove our true love. It's not so long, every dream
will become true and we will smile with a tear of
happiness together when we talk about the past in our
house. I will wait for the day we are together.

I love you with all of my heart

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Baby, I am totally stressed and confused. Nothing

seems to work properly here any more, I am short of all
seems to work properly here any more, I am short of all
my resources, my machines have arrived but now the
Customs of South Africa has held my container
shipment because I need to pay for Customs
declaration tax and non residential tax fees, they said
the total is 202,172.15 South Africa Rand which is
equivalent to 15000 US Dollar.

At the moment I need about 5,000 US dollar since I am

only left with 10000 US dollar which I have deposited
and still waiting to pay the balance before they can let
my machines out and I am don't know who and where
to turn to for help.. I just want a caring heart now and
someone who can quickly loan me that money as I will
pay back in no time when I am done with my job here
honey.

I am so confused right now and I am not thinking

straight as the driver's medical bills is also on me to
care for, I still need about 1500 US Dollar to send the
driver who is from Mozambique for surgery. My Head is
spinning and don't want to cry not feel regret cos good
things don't come easily. Hope you are well honey,
missing you and love you so much.
[7/22, 11:08 PM] Clemzy: Jenny is such a wonderful girl
that got her mother's heart. You going to love her. I will
write you more of Jenny later baby. I just want to let you
know first that when I met you I wasn't planning to fall in
love again. I wasn't even looking for a new best friend.
You changed all that. The attraction was electric and
unexpected. You came into my world and turned it
upside down. Our timing was lousy, but the connection
was impossible to ignore. Our logical minds attempted
to take control, but never had a chance.

I trusted you implicitly, and you always told me that you

"trusted me, and more!". You were the first person that I
showed the 'real' me to, ever since Jenny's mother died
and you appreciated me for me. In the short time we
have known, you found out more about me than I had
ever let anyone else know. We shared and so much, yet
there was still so much to learn. I knew so much about
you, and then again, so little. I always assumed that we
had so much time. So much I knew, yet so much I
wanted to learn. Our love was a secret, and I was

happy enough to keep that secret while we tried to sort

out the incredible "mess" that I am now. I am also
happy to wait until circumstances will be better.

I loved your smile, I loved your eyes, but most of all I fell
in love with the person inside all of that. You made me
laugh. You made me laugh a lot! You totally cracked me
laugh. You made me laugh a lot! You totally cracked me
up. Most of all, you made me feel alive. You were "the
one". I love you, and although we haven't seen face to
face but you are in my heart, I will never regret having
met you and falling in love with you. If nothing else, I am
glad that I also make you happy. I will never regret
loving you. Your experiences with that other guy was
probably for the best to happen to you to give you a
lasting happiness as I also wanted. That is why I told
you earlier that we didn't meet accidentally but rather it
is the will of God.

I will love you even in death, the pain of losing this huge
project is so intense that I can't not go through this
alone. I trust that you understand. If you were here, I
would talk to you. You always gave me the best comfort
to stay positive and believe in God. I don't know how
you did it, but you always knew what was best for me.

The pain I feel ever thinking of losing you is intense.

Unimaginable. Indescribable. I always love to hear your
voice and can't wait to see your smile, to feel your touch
or to laugh at something you have done or told me. To
enjoying being together or enjoy talking to someone
who understood me. No one can understand the pain I
feel right now. It is totally beyond understanding.

For all the times I hope for understanding of my pain, I

would hate for it to happen to a you again what that
other guy did to you. Surely something so integral to life
as death can never separate us. It isn't? Every day I
think of you, but before I met you, I was unhappy. I did
not believe in "love at first sight" or any of those "stupid"
love songs that talked about love. Then I met you!
Suddenly I was deliriously happy. One moment I was
happily planning to see you, and next I got a life
changing contract.

I am determined to get to a stage where 95% of the

time when I think of you, I will smile at wonderful
memories we will share. I am determined to make you
proud of me, to live up to your expectations. I know that
you always wanted me to be happy. To be satisfied. To
have the best. I always wanted the same too. We will
achieve that together.

Despite all of the immense pain and hurt you must have
experienced in the past just like me, I still firmly believe
that it is better to have love and lost, than never to have
loved at all. It is still hard to imagine how some
individuals take life to be, hurting good hearts. I can
never do that to you cos without you my life will be hell
never do that to you cos without you my life will be hell
on earth, and I still wonder how I can possibly survive
without you. This is the most demanding challenge of
my life for us now. We will succeed, because this is
what we
[7/22, 11:10 PM] Clemzy: Despite all of the immense
pain and hurt you must have experienced in the past
just like me, I still firmly believe that it is better to have
love and lost, than never to have loved at all. It is still
hard to imagine how some individuals take life to be,
hurting good hearts. I can never do that to you cos
without you my life will be hell on earth, and I still
wonder how I can possibly survive without you. This is
the most demanding challenge of my life for us now. We
will succeed, because this is what we want, and it is
what I wish for you. I am determined not to disappoint
you.

You changed my life. You expanded my horizons, you

saw the real me. You are my lover, my soulmate, and
my confidant. You are the love of my life. You are "the
one". I will never forget you or the incredible thing you
are about to do for me just by being you. You will stay
forever and always in my heart.

I love you now and I will ALWAYS love you. You are the
most incredible person that I ever met, and I would give
anything to have you with me in the physical world that I
know. Please try you best to send the 2500 today so
that I can plead for the release pending on when we
can get the balance. Try Money gram again as one my
workers will help me pick up. This is the details below

Receivers name: Sibulele Ndulama

Destination: Cape Town, South Africa.

Text me with the pick up details when you get i

[7/22, 11:10 PM] Clemzy: Please honey, I know how
hard you are trying to help me, only you can make this
sacrifice for me and for us. remember my words to you
"I want to be there for you when you have a bad day or
things don't go quite the way you expected. I want to
hold you when you're not feeling good. I want to cry
with you, laugh with you, and share life in all its entities.
A relationship isn't about being there for all the good
and happy times but to be there equally to share and
strengthen each other when times get tough". Don't
give up on me baby. I am helpless here and can't sleep.

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I have faith in you honey, thank you. I try calling you

and I guess the signal is not making it to respond but
and I guess the signal is not making it to respond but
will try again later cos I can't sleep

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I am so sorry honey that I didn't write you. I wasn't by

the computer and have been thinking of other ways to
raise money in case your father in law should fail you.
You are always in my heart and you should know one
truth that I can never hurt you cos you mean more than
everything to me. I love you and its pure in my heart.

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Bear with me, I love to always write you and talk to you
all the time. You complete me and make me happy. I
will always be there for you at all time too honey. where
are you and what are you doing now?
[7/22, 11:11 PM] Clemzy: Hello Love,

How are you, I am happy you had a nice time with your
friend and are doing greatly, My dear, Sorry you didn't
get response from me yesterday as you desire, this
problem at hand is killing me, I can not spend a minute
without thinking about you, We are already two in one
flesh. I missed you so much my darling. Thanks for your
beautiful message. I have read it over and over again.
Baby I love you so much sincerely from my heart.
Honey please continue to pray for me and for my
success. Baby you know what, when true love comes, it
is like flying upon wings above all else on the ground.
Over time things change and things disappear, but your
love and your devotion stays embedded like stone in
my heart for my eternal days.You are my soul mate, my
sweetheart, you are my dream come true from now until
the end of time, I give my heart and soul to you.

A day without you in my life is like a day without

sunshine, a day without food, or a day without air. I

need you when I’m cold to keep me warm; I need you in
the rain to keep me dry; I need you in my life to keep
me happy. You make me feel wonderful. You give me
strength when I just can't carry on and I truly treasure
that. Every moment spent in reading your message is
another one of my dreams coming true. It's not who you
are to the world, it's who you are to me. It's not how
many times I say I love you... it's how much I really do.
If you ever doubt my love for you, just put your ear to
my heart and listen, it's calling your name. My love I just
can't wait to see you and be with you forever. Take
good care of yourself and have a blessed Day ahead.
Do you have the money from your father in law now?
Do you have the money from your father in law now?
Thinking of you all the time.

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I just want to use this medium to say thank you so much

for being there for me despite I am still stressing and
yet to hear from you. I can't count the snowflakes or the
stars on high. I can't count the clouds that wander
through the sky. I can't count the butterflies or the
leaves on a tree. I can't count the waves that tumble in
the sea. I can't count the moonbeams that shine from
above, and I can't count the joys I've found in your love.
All of these things are too great to measure, but I count
them among life's greatest treasures.I love you
[7/22, 11:11 PM] Clemzy: I am here now but my
thoughts go out to you, my Immortal Beloved, Be calm-
love me-today-yesterday-what tearful longings for you-
you-you-my life-my all-farewell. Oh continue to love me-
never misjudge the most faithful heart of your beloved.
Ever thine. Ever mine. Ever ours. Each day is a
struggle. I need you by my side. I need to be able to
hold your hand when I’m weak and hold you in my arms
when you’re weak. I need to feel your lips whenever I
need to or whenever you need mine. I want to be able
to goof off with you. To have you tickle me until I can’t
breathe. To go shopping for nothing and spend hours
walking around the store. Just laughing, hugging and
kissing. I miss doing all those silly things with you. I
miss laying in bed with you, watching tv, holding you,
rubbing your back and your neck, running my fingers up
your scalp. Kissing your neck and your shoulders.
Having you tease me. Kissing you. I miss it all so much,
my love. I hate being
far from you. I want to be in your arms. I can’t wait for
that day to come soon enough all of this have been in
my beautiful brain

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very soon we will see the reality of this great feelings. I

can't wait. I want to look into your eyes to be able to say
I love you Norma and Thank Norma for patiently waiting
for me.

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I want you to know how much I sincerely love the times

we've spent talking. It means so much to me. It truly
seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't
imagine life without you now. There will be no looking
back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I want you
back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I want you
and need only you ... and that love will only grow
stronger. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected
things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is
you're the best surprise life has given me and your
capacity for love, caring, and understanding never cea