i was afraid i'd eat your brains

#31: demon time

I can pinpoint exactly when November became a difficult, thorny month for me and yet despite this, its continued ability to knock me on my ass still…

Dec 23, 2025 • apryl

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November 2025

#30: that's nothing compared to the fury of a woman who has been cheated out of trick-or-treats

Toward the end of October, I saw someone say that sometimes, Halloween is three weeks long and that sometimes there is NO Halloween at all.

Nov 17, 2025 • apryl

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September 2025

#29: a twinge in your heart, far more powerful than memory alone

Nostalgia is a weapon.

Sep 12, 2025 • apryl

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August 2025

#28: welcome to the pitt. let's go save some lives

Google the name ‘John Carter’ and you’re immediately presented with a slew of information and images about the notorious 2012 Disney flop starring my…

Aug 1, 2025 • apryl

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July 2025

#27: don't think you're having all the fun, you know me, i hate everyone

In March I spent six days in Berlin, not that you’d know because I've failed to mention it- anywhere, at all, at any time, ever- since being back.

Jul 10, 2025 • apryl

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March 2025

#26: what the hell happened to you anyway? you look like 40 miles of rough road.

I had a conversation the other day with a friend in which we discussed the perceived privilege and “irresponsibility” of turning away from the news, as…

Mar 10, 2025 • apryl

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January 2025

#25: is there a better description of a cube than that of its construction?

Regrettably, I am a completist, a compile-ist and someone who- if you’ve ever met or engaged with me in any capacity- fucking loves a list.

Jan 31, 2025 • apryl

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#24: fix your hearts or die

david lynch, 1946-2025

Jan 17, 2025 • apryl

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October 2024

#23: i think about it all the time

and they're exactly the same, but they're different now

Oct 29, 2024 • apryl

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June 2021

#22: she's a very fine cow.

we have to take what we can when the taking is good.

Jun 27, 2021 • apryl

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March 2021

#21: longing, rusted, furnace, daybreak, seventeen, benign, nine, homecoming, one, freight car.

the hidden depths of bucky barnes

Mar 18, 2021 • apryl

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February 2021

#20: twenty from 2020

an overdue retrospective of last year in pop culture.

Feb 13, 2021 • apryl

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