Drowning my heart with his eyes

Engraved on my mind a beautiful scene

Bright, serene and filled with mystery

Merely gazing at them make me cheer

And although I never say it

And never show it in any way

I love the things you do

As all the dreams I’ve had

The sound of your voice

Causing my heart to melt

Leaving me with a ridiculous smile

Just so you know, that you were messing with my heart

That I cannot let you off away from me

I have two eyes to see your smile

I have two ears to hear your voice

Two legs to come to you…

And only have one heart that only belongs to you

Please, just remember

Anything in you

That’s you that I love

You that I care

And what I search…

I don’t think you will even fully understand

Having you in my life

Is like having a light

And made me who I am now

How you’ve touched my life

I don’t think you could ever know

Just how truly special you are

You are my brightest stars

I’m really really happy that I met you

I don’t know why are you rejecting me

But how can you also open my heart?

How can you make me trust your word?

You really are amazing…

And somehow I feel save around you

Without you I feel really empty inside

Having you in my life

Completes and fulfils

Every part that missing in me…

If there’s something, that I learn in life

Is you’ll never know when will you be truly happy

But that time I don’t know either the things that make you sad

All the word that came out of you, sometimes makes me blue…

But the weirdest thing it’s like a magic spell to make me always remember

That I still have you, who always be there, hear me, and care about me…

To keep me smile and happy all the times….

I remember the first time I met you

We were soo young back then, you were very cold heart person

Looking down at me, always do something mean that annoys me

But, I completely hook up the first time see your smile

For some reason even know you were mean

Soo I’ve try to get close over and over

Even know you still reject me..

But one thing for sure…

I’m not planning to give up on that smile

Because I missed it everyday

I don’t want to make you feel sad or lonely

But I don’t know how am I suppose to reach you

But see you like that make me sick

I know I’m not the first girl who try to get close to you

And it’s hurting me when you always rejecting me

But, you should know that I’m trying my best for you

I choose you not for what you have

I choose you because you’re the first person

Who no care about anything except me

Instead showing me that you’re perfect

You show me that you also have a weakness

And still want to accept me despite what others said about me

Thank you, I will keep this feeling for now

But I still hope you can tell me that do you feel the love

The moment you were leaving

Is the first time that I’ve regret everything

I wish I have more time with you

I wish I have more time to say how much you mean to me

How much……. I really loves you

But I can’t say any word, I just have to wait for your return

It’s almost a years you leave and suddenly you were chatting me

I feel soo exciting, you happen said that you’ll be home in 3 month

I can’t wait to see you again….

I don’t know why, but I’m looking toward to meeting you again…
It’s the first day of 2019 and you suddenly disappear again…

Don’t know how and why but I miss you everytime I go to the church

I wish you were here, with me….

It’s really painfull that I cannot see you anywhere…

How am I suppose to do…

Now I realize my feeling for you is not just as friend

I don’t see nobody but you

On the middle of 2021 you appears again….

You said you’ll never leave me again

You make me experience something unexpected

Something that very hard to find

I don’t think I could ever know how much you loves me

Until now, All the love that you gave me

I realize that you’ve been always be my will to live…

You’re an amazing person…

And without you

I don’t know where I’d be

Before my word turn out to be full of darkness and silence

But now, you bring back the light and music to my life

When you show me your reason for leaving me

I began to understand

You were never giving up on me from the start

As I wake up by your side

My feelings for you cannot longer be hide

When I touch your face in the morning light

I just know that being with you just feel so right

You make me feel like I’m a real princess

Like being inside an awesome dreams

It simply still very hard for me to have a long distance relationship

I do know…

As the love that surrounds us is always continue to grow…

Suddenly, I think of what the future might hold

As I lay down in your arms…

I’m just so glad that you’re mine, and you’re here

You told me that you needed me

And that was real…

You said that you love me

And that you care you show me all

I told you that I love you

And that’s true…

I’ll be here waiting, so please baby

Rest assure, I’ll be okay, you can leave

I just hope you know that whatever you do

I’ll always proud of you…