FLUENT IN SILENCE
By: Kwenybi
I’m living in silence, and for them it doesn’t make sense
Because I experienced downheartedness, and it brought me into a mess.
I always heard silence, and for me it always make sense
My whole world is crooning, and still my words are muffing.
The way I look is not the way you see, and I don’t want what you want me to be
Outside smiling is my inside crying, and I don’t know how to have a fine-feeling.
I am usually fluent in silence, and it’s unusual if I break the silence
I am usually voiceless, it’s just hard to find the right words to express.
I’m afraid to speak and talk, I just want to go and walk
Away from the world of noise, for I have my world unwilling to use my voice.
I’m not fancied of having so much fun, maybe because I want to run
Away from all the hurt and pain, with the feeling like the hard fall of rain.
The reason I’m trying to be strong, because I have my pal named song
For me who don’t have my friends, because it always ends.
They always get me wrong, I get hurt and it takes for so long
For the reason I became fluent, because I always get disappointment.
I know I’m not better, but I know better writing this letter
Even though I’m speaking in soundless, it always brings me happiness.
You don’t want to be someone like me, so I’m sorry for being me
The reason why I am being like this, is really to find my peace.